Day 2: Crippling Rage

I can’t even crochet or knit.

Going back to bed.

The Silver Lining: By overdosing on Xarelto (anti-coagulant) and Gabapentin (generic nerve painkiller), I will die. Xarelto will cause internal bleeding, but the Gabapentin should alleviate any associated pain.

Peaceful & Painless, just for what I’ve been hoping, seeking.

Hell be damned for suicide.

For the moment, going back to bed to fantasize until such time, I muster the courage.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s