Garage Fight

Homeless Receives 30-Day Notice!

Homeless Receives 30-Day Notice to Vacate Illegal Residence…Only In the United States of America!

I am considered technically homeless because I live in an illegal residence and secondarily because I have no cooking facilities.

When I moved in the lamp was already hanging from the fixture, but it was functional. As time passed, I noticed how one socket kept requiring bulb replacements, indicating to me a short. August 27, 2018 will mark eleven years at this residence.

Fastforward to about my landlords (parents) finally addressing the light issue, only because I am requesting new, whiter light due to wrong color choice when finishing shawl. At Home Depot, I informed my landlord (mother) that she should pay for lighting as it is part of her building; she insultingly – in my opinion – complied.

My landlord (mother), being very money-focused, is always trying to get things done on the cheap, using friends and friends-of-friends to get things done. They had no problem getting someone to take out the light. The same day we purchased the replacement. Three days later and I am still without lighting.

I finally informed my landlord (mother, because I knew it would inflict the most pain) that if she did not get someone out to insert new lighting TODAY, I was going to get someone, pay them myself and deduct that amount from next month’s rent. My landlord (mother) replies that I better not because the guy the removed the light owes her money and he is going to put the light in for her against that same money, and I have a little light anyway, and reminding me that if I was not living in the garage, she could rent the property for $5000.00/month.

Insulted, I inform her that additionally, I am reducing next month’s rent by half due her introduction of an unwelcome person (my newly-recovering-from-crack brother in her house) into my living environment. He acts like a third-landlord, ordering me around, especially when my parents are not at home. Seems to me I’ve heard on court television a concept about reducing a person’s living environment’s pleasure and enjoyment due for rent paid is illegal. I leave and go home with my meal.

The next day – if I remember correctly – my landlord (mother) comes over to tell me “stuff” that supports her argument for full payment. I tell my landlord the only way she is going to change my mind is by evicting me, and then I ask her to leave my dwelling area, as I have already paid rent for this month. She refuses, starting to argue again. I say leave. She refuses, starting to argue again until she actually starts retreating at my increased volume requests to leave, however still starting to argue again, but not before eliciting from her a thirty-day notice to vacate.

I express my outrage on Facebook, which has become a very useful tool in my depression, as well as marijuana, which I smoke in situation such as this to relax and bring my blood pressure down. I start doing my research and learn that after eleven years residence, the landlord would have to give me sixty-days notice. I figure if I delete my post and ignore the verbal thirty-day notice, I should be golden until August 27, 2018.

Because of how I was brought up by my parents (landlords), I have a very stubborn self-sufficiency streak. I’ve done enough research to bridge the gap until I can have my first appointment the Aids Project Los Angeles Housing…yes, I can accept major help. The funny thing is that only one person Facebook friend” has asked how he can help. I notice when I am in this position, the majority of people only offer suggestions/opinions regarding what I should do. This is another reason, I like to take care of things on my own.

This morning I had a realization, but in documenting the history that led up to my realization, it seems to have escaped my mind. I think it had something to do with how I’m handling things. It’s a different world today than where I come from: drugs, thievery, whoring. The fact that I am handling today’s shit versus stealing for money for drugs and dick says much, and it’s nowhere near as the fun I elicited from my past activities.

If only I had caffeinated coffee versus the de-caffeinated shit I bought because it was in the clearance rack! 😀


Prostration & Politics

As the California primary approaches, I am hell bent on NOT PROSTRATING MYSELF FOR AMERICAN GOVERNMENT.

I admit my memory for politics is bad because during my developmental years, I didn’t give a fuck about voting or politicians or environment or this or that, etcetera. In 2007, having been defeated by a crack addiction and sobering up, I began to get involved because I was incensed at the state of my city, state and country.

This lead to extreme anger, which led to improper and inappropriate outbursts which only resulted in losing “Facebook friends” and getting banned from Twitter. Oh, I guess I could add that it compounded my depression.

Anyway, I am now back to my original position that I refuse to prostrate myself before my city, state or federal government. One only has to look at the offerings for governor:

Antonio Villaraigos & Gavin Newsom

In 2007, Villaraigosa was caught in yet another extramarital affair, this time with Spanish-language television newswoman Mirthala Salinas, prompting his wife to file for divorce for the second time and last time.[1]

In January 2007, it was revealed that Newsom had a romantic relationship in mid-2005 with Ruby Rippey-Tourk, the wife of his then campaign manager and former deputy chief of staff, Alex Tourk.[2][3] Tourk filed for divorce shortly after the revelation and left Newsom’s campaign and administration. Newsom’s affair with Rippey-Tourk impacted his popularity with male voters, who viewed his indiscretions as a betrayal of a close friend and ally.[4]

I am very firm in that if one has issues of honesty, one would be a fool to put someone with trust issues into office. How the hell can you trust what they say? Wake Up America! If your companion is cheating on you, they have are “in your face” telling you they can’t be trusted! Sleeping with your best friend’s companion or a relative’s companion is vile and the doubly low because the suspect is betraying both their spouse and friend/relative. Why would you trust these types?

for senator:

Dianne Feinstein

Seeking re-election to the senate – I tried to figure out how many times, but I can’t figure out the math. I can tell you that she has been serving twenty six years total and that is way overdue for her to be voted out!

Her current commercial states that she is for universal healthcare, yet after 26 years, the United States of America is a third world country in comparison to other progressive and humanitarian countries that believe healthcare is a human civil right, and in my opinion, constitutional right because how many sick people are pursuing liberty or are even able?

Then there is the opioid crisis. I watch 60 Minutes: The Whistleblower, Redemption; Season 50, Episode 4. I was appalled when I saw the scene where the opioid bill passed with no hesitation or opposition for anyone in the senate of which Dianne is a part.


1. Biography of Antonio Villaraigosa
41st Mayor of Los Angeles (2005-2013) Los Angeles Almanac.

2. Phil Matier; Andrew Ross; Cecilia M. Vega (January 31, 2007). "Aide Quits As Newsom's Affair With His Wife Is Revealed/Campaign manager confronts mayor, who is 'in shock'". The San Francisco Chronicle. Retrieved 2010-11-06.

3. Laura Locke (2 February 2007). "The Scandal of San Francisco". Time. Retrieved 30 October 2017. "Alex Tourk, Newsom's buddy and campaign manager, abruptly quit after confronting the mayor about having an illicit affair with his wife, Ruby Rippey-Tourk, 34, who once worked as an appointment secretary to Newsom."

4. Nevius, C.W. (February 2, 2007). "Unforgivable breach of the Man Code". The San Francisco Chronicle. Retrieved April 11, 2015.
Crying My Eyes Out


OMG! I was just thinking that I had better start planning…

I ran over to my computer and then started calculating and all of a sudden it came like a swell in the ocean from a tropical storm off shore…

I realized I am beginning to feel again. Anger at my state and federal governments; anticipation of a future event; realization that for the second time in my life that I can just live; that I have more energy, less pain; my spirit is reawakening.

And as I say that, I am feeling imaginary? miniscule gurgles under my right moob. To be fair, I think my venis (new word coined by me on this day in Los Angeles, California, United States of America this twenty-seventh day of July in the year two thousand seventeen) moved!